If I were to choose if I want to be a doll or not, I would rather choose to be a doll.
Why?
Because a doll can't feel anything. It can't feel pain at all. It can't save memories about us. There will be no you and me in the world. There will be no you in my life.
But....
I can't....
Why?
Because I want you to feel my love. I want to prove it to you that it's true. I want to build a memory of you in my life.
You're my life. You're my memory to my past, present, and future.